I had my first test of will power though tonight since coming back to this job. I left originally in June because there was just too much overtime. I had signed up thinking I'd do 40 hours and I was working 90. Anyhow - they called and said no more OT if I'd like to come back. I signed up immediately because I really like the people. Anyhow - tonight at 4:30 (my quitting time) one of the girls had her stuff show up. Which means she will be working tonight to get a jump on it to meet her deadline. I offered to help - but I think she got mad at me asking if she wanted me to stay - I guess I should have just stayed. Anyhow - she wouldn't look at me and just waived me away. So, I left as my stuff is done and I'm not supposed to be working OT anyhow...... but now I'm wracked with guilt. Sigh. In my head I know I need to just let it go - I decided to leave and I negotiated no OT.... but..... it goes against my whole being to not be a team player. My big test tomorrow will be to act normal tomorrow. Argh.
In other news, I have decided to train for a 22k. I'm using the training program from About.com. My first run is tomorrow night. 2 miles. Is it weird that I'm looking forward to it? My daughter and husband are going to train also. Husband has potential for knee issues - so he will have to play it by ear - but.... I'm really excited that daughter is going to do it. Well, she says she's going to do it... ;-)
Have a healthy day!