Sunday, May 13, 2007

Self Sabotage

My dieting cycle is so freakin predictable. Work my ass off (literally!), loose a nice #, don't stay in my points the next week.

F**k!! Actually, I think what is freaking me out is that yesterday I didn't exercise. My back is so sore. I have my massage in a couple of hours - the gal is going to have her work cut out for her!

Anyhow - because I didn't exercise, I went over by 3 points yesterday. Now, I know, logically, those 3 points are not going to result in a weight gain. Yet, on some level, it makes me want to binge. I'm actually quite shocked that I made it to bed last night without a complete shit show.

Today is a new day. I will have my massage, do my German homework, which I have left till the last minute, go bowling (my buddy is going to wear her heart monitor/calorie counter to bowling to get an official AP count - how funny is that) and then squeeze in a run. I'm quite anxious to start week 4.

Ugh, I need to get my head back into the game. Another thing throwing me off is Mother's Day brunch. I wrote down everything I ate that day, but so hard to calculate. I figure I'm out of flex points, but since I'm so anal about being precise, its kinda freaking me out. Blah, blah, blah....

Anyhow - have a healthy day bloggers!

3 comments:

  1. Hi, I do the exact same thing. Just keep telling yourself, I can do this....If you would like to be buddies, come and email me at my website under my profile, I will be happy to answer you and cheer you on..

    mommi

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  2. Ive done the same thing one too many times, you can do it!

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  3. Anonymous5:52 PM

    it's ok Fatinah, you can do it. Just take one day at a time.

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